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gender

on paper, i am ur average trans gal. but truthfully, i don't totally identify with being fully a woman.
don't get me wrong, i still am like 80% a girl. but i dunno my brain works in very mysterious ways
the closest label to how i feel about myself is "girlthing" :P
note: i started estrogen on may 25th, 2025 at 4:14 am cdt :DDD

pronouns

with all that weird gender stuff out of the way, even though i don't fully identify with being a woman, i still go by:

she/her!

they/them is okay too, but i much prefer she/her :)

sexuality

okay so fair warning, here's where things start to get confusing, even for me.
i am asexual. i do not experience sexual attraction to anybody based on sexual features or anything of the sort.
furthermore, 75% of the time, i am sex repulsed, which means that the mention of sex will usually make me very uncomfortable and it sounds gross

with that being said, i love women. women are awesome and i am aesthetically attracted to them (i think??).
in terms of romantic attraction, i have no idea because in my brain the word "romance" has like no meaning. unless ur talking about languages :P
i am in a weird state of "if i weren't asexual, i'd be a lesbian" but i've also been told that i can be asexual but be a lesbian at the same time. sounds like an oxymoron if u ask me but what do i know
so yeah, my brain is very weird. i am asexual and mostly sex repulsed, but i am attracted to women in some way, not entirely sure how.